Let me recall what I wann to blog .. .
Sat ; my cousin's wedding . It was a nice one. A lot of touching moments. Her husband made a short clip specially for her . Could feel the happiness in it . One of my fren was asking me when's my turn ? Ohh no, I used to have the thinking that I'm going to have an early marriage .. . Guess I've changed the thoughts .
ermm, me & sis & bro went to Precious Tho+s @ J8 . We bought a precious moments photo album and card for cousin . .. And , saw x.Juan & got a discount from her. Thanks ! hee .. Hope she and her husband will like it . (=
Sun ; went to Grandma's place .. A rainy dae . Damn IT ! Before that , me & sis & bro went to J8 . We bought her a Blackforest cake @ Crystal Jade and grapes .. It's an early celebration for her bdae . When we reached her place , she was like ... SO ShoCked ! and said she don't know what to sae . .. She even gave us a hong bao . But, we gave the hong bao to mom .. .Cause her bdae's also coming soon . will be going to Soup Restaurant to celebrate . .. a treat from us . Looking forward to it ~
p/s: I miss my dear . Didn't see him for days ; don't knoe why just don't feel like telling him. why why ? keep all things to myself . I feel so weak . Maybe I don't wann to depend on him . or I've already used of the lifestyle . At times, i'll think .. shouldn't we share our problems together . But, after those times of struggling .. I guess I am okay even w/o him around .. I am saying this, cause I've experienced losing him for so many times . .. A short note for euu , my dear . .. Don't worry that I will run away from u . .. I'm ok with it . Though u have no time for me >> I understand .yes , i really do .
Just quarrelled with my sister . After all, I am not a gd daughter and sister . Useless .. This is the only word to describe myself . Also, not a good girlfriend . Don't fit to be his . I am mentally and physically tired . No one to confide with . I don't feel gd after the quarrel . She doesn't knoe that I dote her the most . .. and, somehow it teared my heart apart . yah, i am all by myself .. .
First time to bet . And, I won .. Though, it's small money . . contented (= Yes ! !!
Just 15 dollars . lolx .. This is first winning .. . happiee ~